Feeling trapped. Looking at the clock… Looking at the clock again…Wondering how people can actually do this for 20 plus years of their life. Then thinking, those people are the real heroes… I’m just the loser who can’t stick to one thing in my life. Thinking again – I’m a horrible person and someone else deserves this job more than me. But I can’t just quit my job – I’m an adult now with bills to pay.